"lets tumble over each other again"haha...did tuna travellator thing...fun...rolled 4 times...haha...injured mi hip there...lolx...but nvm la...haha...guides improvised PT...haha...now other ccas wun tink guides not gd in physical liao...ya...ran 1 round ard skool...haha...so long...muscle nv train le...haha...likely fer pt or not mi muscles will turn to fats in mths to come...haha...guides so fun...nv have i been so happy todae unless luffin all the time in thk lessons la...particles of matter become balls of matter tt bounces n VIBRAKES...haha...super funny...

lolx...mi partner in class is ducky n goaty...haha...cher lia n yi lan...haha...lolx...first period wad geography...was super tired cos couldnt sleep ma...haha...so got up at 628 n reached the busstop at 635 to meet elaine...haha...ya...we were learnin abt plate tentonics n stuff...haha...was half dead...slept durin the 3mins break n when it was over...cherlia sae i super still k sleep smoothly...haha...ten brought pink colour nerds sweet todae...cos cherlia hates pink...so mi n yi lan alwaes teased her...haha...nerds so sour...haha...wonka din create sweet nerds...haha...ya...ten yi lan got this angel choc...haha...ya...ten she so bo liao draw the angel face n hung on mi bottle...haha...stupid la...

sec3 starts no fun liao...cant realli play...onli k luff...haha...lame things do happen...have assembly todae...ms leong tok abt wad survey thing...sian...like we so damm interested...haha...mi,jennifer,cherlia,syeyuet played with fingers...haha...tok n tok...was rockin the chair but betta not cos cher lia wanted push mi ma...haha...ten they started pokin n explorin mi muscles...lolx...so ticklish...haha...so lame...

haha...realised wad i want le...last time was to be an instructor...i realised i cant be one...so no point stuckin there n losin miself...when i k do sth more meanful...thought i din get wad i want...i got wad i need...the experience...ya...cant be stuck half way in life or i lose more in the end...rather i lose now ten lose ltr...yipes...haha...all i wan is to be happy...to enjoy upper sec no matter how it sux...ya...i wanna enjoy it...haha...i juz wanna to be the best the best tt i k be...this setback knocked some sense in mi...i may be still disappointed but i'm glad i got hold of miself...ya...i shall stop findin ways to injured miself so tt i wun go to oac...ya...i shd look at oac with another perspective n enjoy it...to give mi best shot even though i cant be instructor anymore...ya...haha...i lost this chance but i will treasure the other tt comes mi way...i learnt to be more grateful with things n appreciate mi life more...haha...there's many chance but onli 1 type of each tt comes by u...so if u dun grabbed it...u juz lose it liddat without even gainin any stuff tt k help u...at the end of the dae...wad more impt is wad u learnt ten havin some positions...no one gonna care abt position...ya...they onli care onli how u bring urself...ya...ur personality n character...

ppl dun tink wad u tink...ya...they have several diff view...ya...so cant afford to be so one-sided...muz noe both...accept wad they tink,learnt frm ur mistakes n move on...so appreciate wad u have n learnt frm the things u dun have is betta rather ten sittin down and losin urself...SO...move on in life with a greater meanin and u will be happy at the end of the dae...so no matter wad u do...do ur best...n u will get wad u wanna in life...

haha...lolx...it a setback...but a great n terrible one...haha...it will some again durin oac...lolx...i shall stand up n face in...conquer it...haha...like a solider fightin...haha...lolx...i try to be happy la...but i found mi goal...i'm happy...thx everyone mann...wanna extend mi thxs to ltc leaders...thx fer ur guidiance...to instructors...not chosen ltc ppl...ya...ur are brave...so cont the ltc spirit...dun be like mi follishness...tryin to escape frm reality oki...haha...we shall move on...ur were a brave bunch...ya...those instructors...do ya best...ur k do it...lastly...i wanna to be the best...the best tt i k be...=p